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  Chapter 32

  As the css started no one seemed to be paying much attention to him much to his relief. As far as he was aware no one had noticed his lingerie yet, but sitting down now that chance was bigger than ever. At least he sat far enough away from his friends for them to possibly be able to notice, and although that was a relief, he just couldn’t feel good about it. He was getting exactly what he aimed for, but it stung that none of his friends sent him a message or had really tried to look for him and asked him to sit with them. Still he guessed it was better than having to deal with the mortification of that actually happening, but he felt more isoted than ever. At least it allowed him to focus on the css itself better than he ever had which was a good thing he guessed.

  Sadly some of that added concentration got mitigated by Valeria texting him quite frequently throughout the morning. She often told him about how proud she was about his commitment, and how hot she thought it was that he was also embracing his true sissy self as she had been able to tell from his grunts that his cock definitely still loved his lingerie. Each and every message from her was mortifying, not in the slightest with how he had to admit that she was right, he was definitely loving those sensations and he was loving them more by the day it seemed as he couldn’t help but start believing that Valeria might be right about him being a sissy. He tried to bme Valeria for it all, but it somehow felt dishonest to himself to do so. In reality it was exactly what was happening though, the constant sensations Valeria teased him with before getting him off conditioned him to respond to those sensations more, while his ever growing arousal through being denied made him respond heavier to any kind of sensation linked to the release his body was yearning for.

  It was arousal that Valeria was gd to fuel with her messages as she took plenty of opportunities to talk out about how great it would be to step up their retionship and how it would open so many opportunities for fun times between the two of them, talking all out about how she could possibly find herself between his legs for a change. She was rather descriptive which gave him plenty of trouble with his cage. Each and every time she hammered on how she really hoped he could be a good sissy for her so they cold explore those avenues. It all sounded hot to him, especially after such a long period of getting off on infrequent embarrassing hand jobs alone. The fact that Valeria sounded really excited about the prospect of this upcoming change made it all the hotter to him.

  Jake couldn’t help but question why Valeria hadn’t taken this step yet if she was this excited about it, and why she couldn’t just grant him an orgasm right away and get right into all that fun tonight rather than making him wait until he earned enough points. All this time of being kept under her thumb and being pushed towards getting more and more subservient to her prevented him from bringing up that point to her however. Instead he just reverted to texting her how amazing that sounded and how he would try his best to earn it. It had partly become his conditioned response, but another part was definitely because he didn’t want to screw up his chances of getting to experience the things Valeria had so excitedly texted about. Like always Valeria probably had a reason or an excuse and he knew better than to object or she might decide that it was still too early to step things up. She did have a very low tolerance for back talk to the point where he had learned to just agree with her. Besides, it wasn’t that long until his next orgasm anyways. With a soccer practice day there was a load of the female team’s undry to be done which was a big point taker for him especially combined with the other things on the list she had given him. He just needed a day or three to collect enough points which wasn’t worth the chance of losing out on this fun she had him all riled up about.

  Aside from Valeria’s texts his morning passed by rather uneventful thankfully. Nevertheless his worries rose big time as lunch approached. He needed to eat something, but he dreaded making it to the busy cafeteria where he could run into way too many people he knew with little escape if he was in a line. Besides after avoiding his friends all day so far he couldn’t really join them for lunch either. No Jake eventually decided that just taking the avoidance a step further was his best possible bet. With that in mind he decided to go for the grocery store right next to campus which catered mainly to the student body. It was the pce with the smallest lines and the least interaction that was still reachable around lunchtime he could think of, or in other words, the best pce he could hope to go.

  Having taken the st minutes of his css to prepare Jake had packed everything and rushed out the moment css ended, getting a head start to the grocery store and that at the time where the halls were quietest of all. Despite all those efforts the halls and walk ways were starting to grow really crowded really quick as he carried on straight to his target. Al though he wanted to run Jake restrained himself to the fastest walking pace he felt like he could get away with. After all running might make his pant legs raise a little more than walking did and if he ran or even walked too fast he would draw too much attention and attention was the st thing he wanted. At least things were starting to get a little quieter again once he left the building and walked closer and closer to the campus edge, away from all the most popur lunch spots.

  While the store was probably one of the quietest pces for lunch it was still way too crowded for Jake’s liking and he wanted nothing more than to just get this over with. Sadly the choice wasn’t all that great in his opinion. The ready to eat meals were mostly over processed and he didn’t want to eat junk that didn’t even look all that appetising. It was pretty much out of necessity that he settled for a sad, a less than satisfying meal as far as he was concerned, but at least there wasn’t too much over processing involved with raw vegetables he thought as he went to the line. He couldn’t help but feel incredibly nervous standing in lines, lines being pces where people had nothing better to do than look around which might lead to them looking a little too closely at him.

  He had reached the front of the line without picking up any kind of signs that anyone had noticed his lingerie. Right as the cashier was ringing him up that hope he would get out of here scoff free got dashed when he heard some chuckling behind him. Having tried to act as inconspicuous as possible Jake hadn’t looked around much, giving as few people as possible an opportunity to see his face. As a result he didn’t know who was behind him or what that person was looking at, yet he surely wasn’t going to give them any kind of opportunity to find out who he was if he could help it. Then again they might already know who he was, or they might not even be chuckling about finding out his secret. He would never know for sure as he paid and rushed out as fast as he could without looking back unable to help but feel like someone on campus knew about his lingerie.

  Jake never stopped rushing until he reached a quiet spot without anyone around to eat his lunch in peace, and by the time he did, his heart was still pounding heavily in his chest. He could feel his whole world crashing down on him, he was a pretty well know figure after all so prime gossip material if someone knew his secret. He couldn’t help but think that in short notice the whole college would know about his lingerie, yet Jake still forced himself to calm down. What was done was done and there was nothing that could be done to change that, but maybe he was overreacting, maybe his secret was still safe, only time would tell if it would become the huge gossip item he feared, but one thing was for sure the worry remained as he was hardly hungry, the meagre sad nearly being too much for him to digest right now.

  Aside from those worries his lunch break was one of the most peaceful times of his day. His spot behind a dorm building in the shadow was anything but cosy, or nice, but at least no one came back here. As with all things the retive peace eventually got interrupted, in his case by a message ping, one he had specifically assigned to Valeria so he knew he couldn’t ignore it. With plenty of dread filling his heart he opened it only to groan as it read that she wanted to meet him in the toilets. It wasn’t a surprise. After all he had had to service Valeria pretty much every lunch break, or as she liked to call it, serving him his dessert, but usually he just needed to get up from the table and walk the short distance to the toilets instead of across campus. The distance wasn’t what bothered him though, going into the most crowded part of the campus considering the stress of discovery he had been facing all day long was what bothered him most, but he couldn’t say no to her, if he did then all this trouble would have been for nothing and he would surely get punished on top of it. With a deep sigh there was nothing for him to do other than to rush out and try to make it to the toilets on time.

  Once he reached the toilets he barged into the women’s room and straight into the stall Valeria had said she would be. Even after so many times it remained embarrassing and terrifying to him, especially since this wasn’t for the kind of rewarding naughty fun he usually entered a women’s bathroom for before Valeria had started dominating his life. He came here solely to serve and it was very clear when he was instantly met with a broadly smiling Valeria who just pointed down at his pants. Although he hadn’t failed to prove he wore his lingerie Valeria still always insisted he showed her. Like so many things it had just become a habit by now, but that didn’t make it any less embarrassing, he simply no longer thought about even bringing up how ridiculous it was for him to do this every time, he just did it.

  “Mmmm, there’s a good sissy, I see you’re just as excited about really embracing lingerie as your only underwear as I am about finally stepping up this retionship. Just look at that spot in your frilly panties, you’re as soaked as I am. You really do adore your delicates don’t you?” Valeria whispered in his ear with a broad grin before gently pushing down on his shoulders making him kneel before her now that his pants were around his knees to protect his stockings from the floor. A trick he had learned and one she had allowed as he had ruined multiple stockings by kneeling to eat her out. Although she had to admit that she kind of missed the cheap hooker look of seeing Jake with torn stockings from providing oral in a public restroom. At the same time the way he so carefully protected his precious stockings was also too precious. He was getting really good and sensible at protecting his and by extension her delicates. It just made him look so effeminate when he worried so much about his nylons.

  Jake for his part didn’t protest at all, he pretty much knew it was pointless anyways as he let Valeria push him down to his knees only to dive right in and serve her with an orgasm the moment she raised her skirt revealing her pussy to him. His cheeks burned bright red over what she had just said and in a way he was gd to get his tongue into action so he didn’t need to try and come up with a response to that. There was indeed a rather pronounced wet spot at the front of his thong, there was no denying that, and if he was honest it was indeed for a rge part because of his lingerie. Calling him soaked made it sound so very girly though, men got hard, not soaked, then again thanks to that uncomfortable cage growing hard wasn’t an option for him, only growing even more uncomfortable was.

  By the time Valeria reached her orgasm and came down from the post orgasmic bliss she pushed him back slightly and looked down on him with a smile. Occasionally Valeria still simply walked out, leaving him to deal with getting himself presentable, but as he had grown more obedient she had also become more loving towards him. Instead of just rushing out, she leaned down and kissed him straight on the lips, tasting herself from them. “Thanks babe, that was amazing, you’re such a great cunt muncher like always. Here let me help you out a little.” She spoke dreamingly, still partially on her orgasmic high as she dried his face off with some toilet paper before producing a wet wipe from her purse to clean him up a bit more thoroughly.

  “There we go babe, all nice and clean, now have a great afternoon and I see you at practice.” Valeria smiled as she finished cleaning the face she had just used to get off before pnting a kiss on his forehead and leaving. Jake for his part was left behind with a lot of mixed feelings. On one hand the affection and care were nice, but on the other hand it didn’t make him feel any less used or embarrassed. After all sextoys got cleaned after use as well, and those kisses while nice didn’t really count as reciprocation for what he had done. It was only a very small step to an orgasm of his own, one that would hopefully be more than yet another embarrassing handjob this time.

  In any case he didn’t have a lot of time to ponder on it as it was almost time for his next css, so in a hurry he put his pants back on and rushed out of there only to carry on with his day the way he had until now. Avoiding everyone as much as possible making for a rather uneventful afternoon. Nevertheless it was an afternoon filled with even more worries than his morning had been as he still couldn’t stop thinking about that person he was still convinced had spotted his lingerie back at the grocery store. At least he didn’t pick up any new worrying signs from anyone else, but the fear his secret would enter gossip remained strong.

  On top of that with soccer practice approaching Jake had more than just that to worry about. He might have been able to avoid his friends all day long, but there would be no getting around them at the game. At least he could change into his soccer uniform for that so his secret wouldn’t be getting out, but his already strained retionship with his friends won’t have gotten any better after a day of avoiding them. He was kind of terrified to think about how they would react, but one way or another he would find out and he dreaded it.

  At least when the time arrived Jake managed to avoid all the locker room banter by once again changing in private like he had gotten in the habit of doing. It was a good way to keep avoiding his friends for as long as possible which ended up creating a lot of surprised faces when he finally showed up on the field at the start of practice, already fully dressed and looking a little nervous. Until now a lot of his friends had thought he was just ill or something, but seeing him fine and healthy they could only come to the conclusion that he had avoided them which a lot of them weren’t happy about. Then again given how these st couple of weeks had gone, a lot of them weren’t even surprised anymore, as far as they saw it he only had eye for Valeria anymore while none saw through the real reason as to why that was happening. They did feel very betrayed, especially since Jake had refused to say pretty much anything about his retionship with her, leaving them guessing as to what could be so damn important to leave them hanging like that.

  All throughout their practice his team mates gave him the cold shoulder as they all just went through their exercises, not even trying to strike up a conversation with him. It was devastating, but he couldn’t really bme them. He just took the silent treatment and the kind of mad looks in silence, what else could he do? It was painful to think he had once been the hero of the team, both on and off the field scoring both goals and women, but now his teammates were mad at him and it would take a whole lot more than a simple sorry to fix it, hell given his current predicament he couldn’t even try to start and fix it, tomorrow much like today his best bet would remain to keep avoiding his friends even if it would make matters worse. Hanging around them could make things even worse than that he reasoned. At this point he was afraid that their friendship was truly broken, still they didn’t know his true secret, so maybe he could still make amends by dumping Valeria as soon as he got out of this cage and rid of the bckmail. Then again the sheer thought of going against Valeria was equally terrifying to him, having lived under her thumb for so long he had really started to fear her irrationally much.

  Jake was more than happy when his soccer practice finally came to an end and he could finally get away from his friends or he guessed his old friends now. While he had always felt kind of bad not to join them in the locker room after practices or matches anymore, right now he was more happy to do so than ever. On the field they had focused on the training, but in the locker room he was sure he would be the target of some frustrated venting and he could really miss that right now. Then again it wasn’t like he was ever pnning on going to the locker room to change anyways, instead he went straight to his dorm as was habit by now.

  He knew full well that he was realistically headed into another evening of serving all of Valeria’s whims. He had already agreed to do the girl’s team’s undry and he had also agreed to cook diner for the both of them earning himself eight points already. On top of that he was probably going to give her a foot massage and back rub as well good for another four points and there was no telling how many orgasms he would give Valeria tonight. All in all he was bound to score a big chunk of the fifty points he needed to earn his next orgasm which would hopefully be with a blowjob if he was a good sissy for her. Something he was ashamed to admit he had gotten slightly used to being by now. It was really telling that he was gd to head into an evening like that, but that was just the way things had devolved to by now.

  After getting on with a quick shower, he got dressed back into his lingerie and that was it. Valeria had specifically instructed him to stay at his pce which was kind of unusual given that he was supposed to do the girl team’s undry, but he didn’t question it. He wasn’t happy about hanging his room full with those drying pink uniforms though, not in the slightest, but what could he do? It was far from his main concern on the list of things imposed on him by Valeria. All that was left to do now was wait on Valeria as she took a little longer in the locker rooms, socialising as well rather than just getting showered and changed.

  While Jake was decompressing from his mortifying stressful day and trying to come to terms with the loss of his friends, which if he was honest had been approaching for a very long time with how he had been getting more and more alienated from them. Valeria was walking back to his pce with a bag full of sweaty and grass stained pink uniforms, a huge smile pstered across her face. She had been hornier than usual today after what she had made Jake do to all his old underwear, giving him even more control over him. It was only a first step in what she meant by stepping up their retionship though as she wanted to really capitalise on Jake’s desire to earn that blowjob and tonight she was going to CC’s to get a few things and inform Linda about the progress she had made.

  She was well aware that she was taking this way further than just taking Jake down a few pegs so he wouldn’t break hearts all over so freely anymore, but she had no regrets about it. It might be immoral, but it was way too much fun and capitalising on that Linda had had an easy time convincing Valeria that it was the only way to put a real stop to Jake’s asshole ways. It was easy to justify something you badly wanted to have justified and another person’s assurance helped a whole lot with that. The fact that Jake was getting meeker by the day also helped. Sure it was something she had pushed him into, but at the same time it also helped her convince herself that this was the right thing for the both of them.

  It wasn’t too long before Valeria found herself at Jake’s door and just like most times she didn’t bother to knock, using her own key to enter instead. She kind of liked doing it like that as it kept Jake on his toes, ensuring he was behaving even when she wasn’t there because when she was at the door there was no chance left for him to cover up any disobedience before she could catch him. Her smile grew even bigger when Jake who had been doing some homework while he waited, instantly rushed out to the door the moment he had heard it close behind her in order to greet her. “Hello Miss Valeria, is there anything I could do for you before I get started on the undry? Would you like some oral service? A foot rub? A back massage? A combination?” He asked nervously, having mixed feelings about seeing Valeria. As sad as it was she was the first person since they had parted ways this morning he could really talk to, and the only person who didn’t judge him about his lingerie, after imposing it upon him in the first pce. While appearing in front of her in nothing but said lingerie and acting so servile was embarrassing, he had to admit that it was also kind of nice and comforting not to have to worry about discovery and leaving his secret right in the open. Besides as long as he was good he had nothing to fear from Valeria and he was more motivated to be good than ever.

  Valeria just loved how attentive Jake had gotten, when they were alone she didn’t need to tell him everything he needed to do anymore, he had come to a point where he offered to serve her. Now that she had told him to be good he seemed to be going the extra mile to do so, treating her even more like royalty than he usually did. She for her part just dropped the bag of undry on the floor and pnted a quick peck on his lips after pulling his head down to her level. “Mmm, that’s very nice of you to offer babe, but I have some errands to run before dinner. I could however do with an orgasm, it’s just too tempting not to go for one now that I’ve been thinking of stepping up our retionship. All those ideas, it has just gotten me so very worked up so it shouldn’t take long anyways babe. Now why don’t you get down on your knees and get to work, I trust you know exactly what to do.” Valeria grinned as she slowly pressed down on his shoulders, not enough to force him down, but definitely enough to guide him down.

  Jake for his part didn’t offer up the slightest resistance as he just let Valeria guide him down to his knees, a position he usually found himself in the moment he and Valeria met at either of their dorms. This time she had actually given him a quick peck on his lips, but it wasn’t rare for him to end up kissing her pussy as a way of greeting his girlfriend and Mistress. He was kind of worried about what errands Valeria had to run, having a bad feeling about them as he pretty much did all the grocery shopping as he cooked most their meals, plus after practice a lot of stores were already closed. Instead of questioning it however, he quickly lifted Valeria’s skirt and put his tongue to work on her pussy like he so often did. She certainly wasn’t joking when she had said she was wet, she was absolutely soaked and nearly instantly moaning. Paired with the fact that he had already known how to eat pussy and now the plenty of practice he had had eating Valeria’s pussy specifically it was bound to be a quick orgasm indeed. As far as her errands were concerned he guessed he would find out eventually, after all he doubted that anything he said or asked might change what she was about to do and finding out what those errands were might just leave him even more worried in the first pce. It might be best to find out when Valeria meant for him to do he reasoned with a bright red face and a mouth full of pussy.

  All it took was a few minutes to get Valeria to the orgasm she craved and all that time Jakes blush had remained strong as he couldn’t help but think on how unfair this was. Like Valeria he had also gotten rather worked up with all those messages and thought by how at least his orgasms seemed to have a chance to improve big time, but instead of an orgasm he got to give her an orgasm while earning only one point towards his own. He was bound to make good progress today, but nowhere near enough to earn even one orgasm today, or even tomorrow. His orgasm was bound to be on Thursday at the earliest and most likely only on Friday.

  Taking just another minute to come down from yet another incredible high provided to her by Jake, Valeria simply stepped back and straightened out her skirt. “Mmm, that was absolutely amazing babe, I think I’m starting to see what so many girls saw in you. In fact I almost feel a little bad for keeping that delicious tongue all to myself, almost. In any case I really must be going now, you be a good sissy and do the undry. When you’re done you can start on dinner, I should be back by the time you’re ready to put the food on the table. Now have fun, I’ll count up your points when I get back.” Valeria simply waved and with that she stepped out of the dorm room and went straight on her way to CC’s to discuss Jake’s progress and his future plight, Linda always had such great ideas and she had more than a few of her own.

  With Valeria gone Jake once again felt completely used, but there was nothing to be done about that as he just got up, picked up the bag and headed into his bathroom so he could start on the daunting time consuming undry. Doing the whole team’s undry from an intense sports training was so much harder than his standard lingerie washing. It was a big task, but it also earned him some big points so he guessed it was worth it. Besides Valeria always really appreciated it when he did it and he needed to score more than ever so just wanting to get this over with he got to work. There was no point in deying and there was no one to compin to, besides with all the sweat these clothes had absorbed they really reeked. He was more than happy to repce the scent of over a dozen smelly feet and armpits with that of the washing detergent he had on hand as he got started.

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