Chapter 11: The Fear of Bone Erosion 2

  But she also had a little secret that no one else could ever participate in at the same time.

  Even if... he will one day forever hold another woman's shoulders.

  Qin Nian's heart twisted again.

  Because of that person's departure, although her body had not yet rested, she still couldn't help but get out of bed, flip on the small desk lamp, and spread open a thick notebook.

  It was just an ordinary notebook, but it seemed to hide her biggest secret in this life. Because from the cover page of the notebook, there was a drawing of a half-naked man lying on the bed and sleeping soundly.

  The man's sleeping face was very tranquil, without any of the danger and aggression he possessed when awake.

  Perhaps even Lixiangyi didn't know that he was so warm when he fell asleep in front of Qin Nianqiu.

  If he knew, he would definitely not let himself fall asleep in front of her again.

  Qin Nian Ge's fingers gently stroked the face in the painting, and a faint smile appeared on her cheek without realizing it.

  It was only when she looked at his picture that she dared to reveal her truest emotions without reservation.

  But in front of him - she didn't dare, she was afraid that his disgust would hurt her true feelings and leave her with no intact body.

  Qin Nian Ge's gaze didn't linger on the cover page for too long, and soon she flipped to the first page. That thick sketchbook had already been used up by more than half, most of which were portraits of Li Xue Yang, either standing or lying down, awake or asleep... all sorts of poses, but each one could see that the painter's brush was filled with deep emotions.

  This book, she probably never dares to let him see it.

  This way, she couldn't hide her thoughts anymore.

  If he knew her true intentions, he would definitely kick her away immediately, because he didn't even deign to like her, and also... he knew that would hurt her even deeper.

  Qin Nian Ge's heart skipped a beat again, she let out a light sigh, turned the page, and finally her gaze stayed on a pair of exquisitely painted shoes.

  These shoes were also made by her hands.

  Qin Nian's painting skills are exquisite, and she can convey the texture of shoes with just a pencil. The current object of her attention is a pair of pure white high-heeled wedding shoes, where crystal clear crystals are paired with thin lace that wraps around the slender foot, forming a delicate lily flower at the ankle.

  If paired with a suitable wedding dress, this pair of wedding shoes can probably be called stunningly beautiful, but it is unlikely to appear in any wedding.

  Because these are the wedding shoes she designed for herself... for her own and Liang Yi's wedding.

  But that dream wedding would never come true.

  Qin Nian Ge lowered her eyelids, and it seemed that a layer of moisture had condensed at the bottom of her eyes in an instant.

  Next to those wedding shoes was a word scribbled in pencil, "infatuation".

  She has even forgotten which time she wrote it while watching, but until now, she can't help feeling that this word is written in the most appropriate way.

  Yes, whether it's her feelings for Liang Yi or the wedding of her dreams, they're all just a fleeting illusion.

  Lian Yi would never belong to her, in his heart, the one he truly loved was... Su Zhiwei.

  As for Li Xueying, she... probably couldn't feel anything else towards her except disgust and revenge.

  But when will he stop this irrational revenge?

  Qin Nian Ge was really afraid that he would become more and more dependent on his "revenge", becoming increasingly unable to extricate himself.