Chapter 45 of Volume 1: Take the son together!

  Han Caiwei let out a soft sigh, suppressing the complex feelings in her heart. She glanced at the food box and smiled wryly: "Yes, Prince Wang is quite thoughtful! Put it away!"

  Han Caiwei said nothing more, and Shuang'er could only shut her mouth. The horse carriage arrived, and the two of them got on board. Han Caiwei sat there with her eyes cast down, seemingly lost in thought. Next to Shuang'er was the food box, emitting a constant fragrance of pastries that made her feel even more anxious.

  The horse carriage traveled in silence for a long time before Han Caiwei spoke up, "Shuang Er, earlier the prince said he wanted to find someone to teach me how to serve him. I think this is utterly unreliable and I really don't want to do it." After some deliberation, Han Caiwei realized that she couldn't hide her plans to escape from Shuang Er, and there would be many things she needed Shuang Er's help with after leaving. So she briefly told Shuang Er about what had happened in Mei Garden earlier, but only selectively mentioned some of Li Xiuzhi's words.

  Shuang'er listened and pouted: "I don't understand Miss's thoughts. The king has already said so, it's clear that he cares about Miss very much, and as for Shen Gongzi's matter, the king seems to be unconcerned, I really don't understand why Miss is unwilling to serve the king?"

  Han Caiwei frowned: "Shuang'er, what I want is not just attention, nor occasional favoritism, nor that worthless pampering," she paused for a moment before sighing softly, "You may not understand, but what I want is for him to love me, no matter who it is, as long as it's genuine love for me, liking me, not because of my family background, my looks, my status or my son."

  "These things are not understood by the slave, and it's not good to say anything else," Shuang'er looked at her and said, "After all, no one knows what the prince is thinking, and the slave can't say whether the prince loves or not. However, Miss, when you're with the prince, can't you feel it? If Miss can't figure it out, then the slave will tell you some things that the slave knows! --- The slave has also learned some things about the mansion in recent days. The prince and the princess have been married since childhood, but it's not a deep love, just a respectful relationship; The prince treats Concubine Wang and Concubine Pang indifferently, can't even be considered good, just barely acceptable on the surface; The reason why there are no children is because the prince doesn't want them to have kids. As for those two concubines, they're just childhood friends, probably not even love! So the slave says, the prince treats Miss differently, if Miss has a heart, why not take this opportunity to strive for it? Who knows, maybe the prince will fall in love with Miss?"

  Han Caiwei listened silently, after all, this was not her era, and a man's infatuation here would be ridiculed.

  Han Caiwei let out a soft sigh, she wasn't unaware of Li Xiuzhen's kindness towards her. But this kindness made her feel like she was being indulged, and most of the time, she couldn't fathom his thoughts. She was afraid that if she tried to get closer, the nightmare would repeat itself, and she would end up getting hurt again, making her a fool! Moreover, she knew that in this world, no one would be kind to someone without a reason, Li Xiuzhen treated her like this only because she was Rong'er's mother, it must be just that.

  After understanding, Han Caiwei raised her eyes to look at Shuang'er, pursed her lips and said: "Shuang'er, I don't care what the third prince thinks, nor do I care about his thoughts. I want to leave the other courtyard before he sends someone over. I want to go out into the outside world and take a look. Shuang'er, you'll help me, won't you?"

  Shuang'er was shocked and stared at Han Caiwei in disbelief, looking at her for a long time before sighing heavily: "I've been serving Miss since I was young, whatever Miss says, I'll do. As long as Miss is happy, that's all that matters... but," Shuang'er pursed her lips, "if Miss were to leave... what about the young master?"

  Shuang'er remembered that Miss had promised Young Master that she wouldn't abandon him, so if she were to leave him now, wouldn't that be going back on her word?

  Han Caiwei gritted her teeth and said resolutely: "Then forget about that identity, I'll take my son with me too!"

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