Chapter 44: Went for prenatal checkup alone

  Su Jingya placed the chicken soup on the bedside table, beaming with joy and smiling at Huangfu Yu to drink the chicken soup. But before she could even open her mouth, Huangfu Yu's cold voice came: "Get out!"

  Su Jingya was stunned, looking at Huangfu Yu with an unprecedented sense of loss and suffocation, but she didn't intend to leave.

  Huang Fu saw her standing there, put down the work in his hand, and sneered in a calm tone: "Su Jingya, you shouldn't think that helping me once can change our relationship? I'll tell you, even if you do everything for me, you're still you, I'm still me, your guilt won't decrease one bit because of your actions, and I will never love you, nor can I give you the status of Madame Huang Fu!"

  "Remember, you're just my birth machine!"

  "Be smart and correct your attitude. Do you think a few bowls of chicken soup can make me stop hating you, stop punishing you and tormenting you?"

  "Stop being delusional! I won't have any change of heart towards you, you are still my most hated and detested arch-nemesis. Every time I see you, it reminds me of the clear sky, and your extremely cruel and vicious methods, which only make me want to vomit!"

  Tears quickly gathered in her eyes as she listened to Huangfu Yu's words, Su Jingya bit her lip and held back the tears that were about to overflow, staring at Huangfu Yu's cold face with red eyes, not saying a word.

  She thought that after this period of getting along, he would have a different view of her, but she didn't expect him to still dislike himself so much, hate himself so much, as if he wanted to crush her to dust and shatter her into pieces!

  Looking at the grievances, humility, fear, and even some panic in her eyes, Huangfu Yu's heart surged with a wave of irritation he had never felt before. He was somewhat exasperated and continued to shout at her: "Don't use that pitiful gaze on me as if someone has bullied you. You're probably clearer than anyone about who wronged whom. Don't even think about using tears to gain my sympathy, because in my eyes, you're more disgusting and annoying than a fly."

  "Get out!!" Huang Fu yelled in disgust.

  Su Jingya was shaken by his roar, and saw the sudden surge of murderous intent and anger in his eyes. Frightened, he quickly retreated from the room, jumped onto the sofa in the living room, shrank into a corner, and stared at the bedroom with a terrified gaze, deeply afraid that Huangfu Yu would suddenly come out and torture him again with his abnormal methods.

  Huangfu Yu gazed at her fleeing figure, a surge of indescribable emotions rampaging wildly in his chest.

  He himself didn't even know what was wrong with him, he hated being idle and having her image floating in his mind, he hated sleeping and dreaming of her every word, smile, movement, he really hated this feeling, although he hated her, not liking her one bit, why did he keep thinking of her unintentionally, why did he dream of her unintentionally, it had been a long, long time since he'd had such a nagging feeling...

  Every month, Su Jingya goes to the hospital for two check-ups. She doesn't disturb anyone and goes quietly by herself. The reason is that even if she tells the people of the Huangpu family, no one is willing to accompany her.

  It's better to go alone than to feel awkward together.

  The hospital's disinfectant had a strong, pungent smell. She sat quietly in her chair, gently stroking her increasingly large belly with care and tenderness, her eyes filled with the kind of gentle emotions unique to women, as she sat alongside other pregnant women just like her.

  "Honey, the doctor said that frequent massage can help with a smooth delivery. I'll sign up for a training class tomorrow and then I can give you massages!" The husband said.

  "Baby, what do you want to eat tonight? I'll go buy ingredients at the market later!" said her husband.

  ……

  Su Jingya looked at the dozen or so pregnant women waiting for a check-up in the corridor, all of whom had their husbands accompanying them. She felt uncomfortable, desolate and lonely, but more than that, she felt envious.

  If one day, Huangfu Yu could accompany her too, that would be great! But she knew this was the most luxurious thing in the world.

  Once she gives birth to the baby, she will leave him and completely disappear from his and the baby's world. Perhaps, Huangfu Yu will soon forget that there is a her in this world, and the baby may never know of her existence as his mother for his entire life.

  Her arm was suddenly bumped by someone, and a pregnant woman asked curiously: "Miss, didn't we meet at the prenatal examination last time? Why are you still alone this time?"